The terrible sense of loss🍁.

Loss - The dreadful feeling only the person who is experiencing can acknowledge. Day by day, It is only making me yet more depressed. I feel stressed. I feel disturbed. I feel bad. I feel why is it bothering me so much that even if I how much ever try not to worry about it, it still does. It hurts. Hurts like a heart break. Leaves me in a trauma of past. Reminding me of those good old days. Then I didn't care. I knew. But now I do. I regret. I don't know if those days ever come back again. Where I was once a princess dancing with the waving curls. Where I made no effort to be happy. They say it is natural. Everybody has lost something or the other. So do I. I tell this to myself a thousand times. No result. And in between, The batallion of thoughts start marching in my head. Ofcrs that's where the matter is. I'm super occupied with them, these days it is ev...