Okay👍? Not okay👎?

Hello amigos! Here I am with yet another blog but lil late than it used to take! Why was there a break for a continuous streak of blogs every month!? That's what I have to say in this! To put it simple, I felt like not writing. My mind didn't allow me to think. I couldn't put down anything on the paper. Though I had drafts saved, I didn't want to upload. Initially I hv put myself into constant pressure ki - you are not supposed to be like this. -you need to write something for this month's blog. Come on socho! -you did not lose anything in ur life. Then what's wrong with you? Then I councelled myself Do I have an obligation to be okay all the time? Don't I have a right to be not okay for kafi long time? Couldn't I take my own time to be back with a bang? Yes. I was NOT okay! Is that okay? Absolutely! We do have listened to this many times "It's okay to not be okay!" But...